I'm giving myself diarrhea!

No, it's not my newest and latest diet, it's my nerves!! I'm doing a triathlon on Saturday and i am so nervous! I signed up for it back in January thinking 5 months would be perfect amount of time to train. Little did I know, pregnancy kicks your butt and it takes a while for your body to recover. I've never tried anything like this, this soon after having a baby. I have been training but I worry about my endurance. Will I still have some steam left for the run??!! And I think I'm also intimidated because it's an all woman's triathlon and it sold out in the first week! I have in my mind a bunch of hard core woman and my chubby self at the start line. This will be my third and I've decided that triathlons are like having a baby. You forget what it's like to be pregnant and labor and delivery and the pains of nursing, so that you keep doing it. I look back on the last 2 and they were nothing, I was in much better shape. But really, I wasn't that much better off. AND at the end of my last one, I remember thinking "this is hell, I will never do one of these again". Funny, I had similar thoughts after birthing Charlotte naturally. So as your sleeping-in Saturday morning, think of me in your dreams, but keep em' clean.